Its so relaxing for me to draw such portraits. Getting a nice reference and to just draw step by step. Designing a story and charakters or practicing stuff I cant draw at all is a really tideous. So if I still want to draw, but relax from drawing, I paint something like that. Its like wood chopping! ahahahahha
Actually I am working primarily on an own (=super impressive!) 2D-Game right now hehehe but improving pure drawing skill is still on my timetable. Like wood chopping and fighting against ducks. I really wonder whats wrong with those ducks in our garden. The keep surprising me, they are like a pack of wolves. Especially when I get out sleepy in the morning to chop some wood – they jump out of some ditch and attack me. Just today I had nearly a haert attack. I am already giving them all the food I have, but they just keep bullying me. Sometimes I am even afraid of going outside when I hear them. But thats okay, I live longer then them, I just need to wait… and draw!
While drawing those girls with weapons I wondered why I draw such stuff. I am more about harmony and happyness than fighting. I should draw fluffy stuff that make everyone smile. But I guess its more about inner fighting, not about expressing violence. Getting better in drawing for example is pretty hard to me, it is a fight. Mostly a fight with myself. Not a bad fight, more of a really challenging and fun fight. A fight that is worth fighting. So maybe thats why I have still affections with combat stuff. Or Dragonball. Or Sword Art Online. Eventhough my highest priority is harmony, above everything else.
Moved in Rostock again! But now I will stay longer. Over the winter at least. Had to pause drawing for a few days. Everywhere nice people partying(in my new room) and laughing and I am only thinking „I need my room, I need to draw!!!! XD“ So I painted those drawings and got relaxed again. Now I can start decorating my new room hehehe